Sunday 9 August 2009

Guy "E"

"E" is the only guy Lai had bareback sex with. As Lai is not very experienced, and very traditional guy, and he is quite frightened by some crazy things in gay sex.Why he tried BB sex ?

So why gay men have BB sex?

BB sex is hot, that is very true. If you watch some good BB gay porn, you will soon understand. Does BB sex feels physically good? or just for psychology reason? Possibly, the top feels more control of the bottom, as he can show his ownship of that butt by proudly leaving his seed. For bottom, they feels great when they can totally give themselves to the top. Of course BB sex is risky, so if you want to try, be very careful about your partner. Thus, from other point of view, sometimes BB sex is a way to show love and trust between gay men. There are quite a few real life couples in gay porn, who only do BB sex with their real partner, some even insist when the producers want them to use condom. As they only do it with their love ones, nobody else.

Lai also remembered he read the autobiography of a very famous gay bodybuilder, who had BB sex with his real life husband when they first met. He wrote, "the love is just so strong, it happened so naturally, no one mentioned that". And he wrote, "if i really got it from him, i think , i would not mind, i can die with him..."

wow, when Lai read this," That is kinda stupid, but damn romantic". He think, "when i find my man one day, i will screw him BB every single night". He laughed.


But Lai never expect his BB sex happen so quick. He met "E" on gaydar. on "E"'s profile pic, a tall naked muscle guy holding a rugby ball smiling, "he looks nice, wow, 6 feet 4, big boy"Lai think. They then chatted a few months before they finally met.

"E" work for the best college in the UK, the students normally comes from royal families . When they talking on the phone, the only thing Lai can remember is "E"'s bright and frank laugh, "he must be an optimist"Lai think.


They met in "E"'s flat, that is lovely flat, very well decorated, full of beautifully designed small gadget. There are tons of grooming products in the bathroom which can make any woman feel sorry for themselves. Damn, Lai think, "this is really a gay man's flat." "E" is a lovely guy, wearing a tight vest to show off his pec, he is possibly the best kisser Lai came across, they cuddled on the sofa shared the longest kiss Lai have ever had.

"E" is a very honest guy, he admitted immediately he take steroids to Lai, "yeah, i want to get bigger and ripped", "you are not scare of get side effects?" Lai asked, "Yes, i know, but i know what i want". he answered.

That night when they cuddle naked in bed, those kisses really lightened up Lai's libido, he turned the big guy around, rub around his backside, "No No , do not do that". "why ?" Lai asked "I just do not want to do it now""E" refused. Lai is a little disappointed, he turned around and kept silent.

After a while, "E" cuddled him from behind, "Are you angry?" "Not really, i just disappointed. i thought you liked me". "I do like you, actually i like you very much. but i just do not think we should have sex so quick".

Lai is like a spoiled child going to lose his favorite toy. He keep cold as he could.... "Alright alright, if you really want it, let's do it, but i even do not have condoms, i just did not plan for sex today. if you really want, you have to fuck me bareback".

Lai did not expect that, but the idea immediately made him rock hard. "Are you safe? ","yes, i test every two months, and i have never done BB sex before. how about you?" "Me? i have not slept with anyone nearly a year, and last time i tested, i am fine". They decided to go for it. The sex was great. It just felt so good, soon they move on the floor, then move to every single room of the flat.

The following week, Lai got message from "E". "I just come back from the doctor regular check, everything is clear, so fill me up this weekend again baby". Lai laughed. However , for some reason, except physically, Lai did not feel very attached to him, when weekend is coming, "E"will txt Lai some saucy message, then Lai head to "E"'s place to spend some great time.

One day when Lai sitting on the sofa, browsing "E"' fashion magazines, oh, yeah, "E"' collected them, everywhere, Lai was shocked at first time when he see it, although he is very arty man, but he never quite into so called fashion.

"mmm, this guy is really handsome" Lai pointed out a male model on the magazine, "which one? yeah, he is alright. actually i think you are better looking than him". "Haha, do not be silly". Lai laughed. "I am serious", "E" said, "You just need a haircut, a good one. tell you what, i will take you to the best shop have a haircut in Xmas, it is all on me".

Lai was surprised, he does not know what to say, it is only August, Is not Xmas too far to talk about? who knows what will happen at that time. However, poor Lai had never got any Xmas present after he moved to the UK. " That is so sweet", Lai think.

However, things turned downhill soon. one weekend, when Lai arrived, "E" suddenly, said "some of my friends want to meet you". Lai felt a little strange, "why? oh, they just curious., want to meet you." It was very late at night, Lai was really tired after travel, but he managed to have a good laugh with "E"'s friend. After they left, Lai told "E" do not do this anymore as he did not like it. "oh, sorry, i thought you will like meeting them, anyway, sorry about it". "E" apologized.

Then next visit. "what are we going to do this afternoon?" Lai ask, "Oh, mum will drive us to shopping center today, she live very close". "WHAT?" Lai did not expect that, he try to find some excuses to delay the shopping. But seems too late. Actually she is very nice old lady, they get on quite well. But deep down, Lai just think, "this is a little bit too much to handle".

one weekend, "E" did not txt, Lai did not come, soon they moves on.

A few months later, Lai got message from "E" again, "Hi baby, miss you, want to feel your spunk inside me". Actually that day, Lai was in very vulnerable stage, as he just been stood up by a time waster from gaydar, and he is horny as hell. Normally he will go for anyone with nice arse, but this time, instead, he said, "i am doing great, thanks".

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